Rain and more rain in the evening has kept me sad so much that I lit a black and  white candle with Dragon's Blood, White Sage, Amber and sandlewood incense in hoping to improve my mood, it did to a degree.

The grass here has been getting thicker and thicker instead of growing higher, thank goodness less mowing for me LOL

This avro I decided to play some Native American music and read some forklore which I found myself being transported somewhere else . I remember cuddling my pillow then I felt a male body next to me as I was hugging. I looked up and saw brown hair and beautiful brown eyes, olive complexion with the most georgeous smile giving me a hug back, and since I don't have a boyfriend (working on it ) yet I said sorry blushing and hug again and I felt as one with him, then he gave me my pillow and I woke up, fully refreshed and ready for the day, well what was left of it anyway.

Thinking about it I relize that my guide (God/Goddess) visited me as I was in a very low place I know been there before when I was married to that xxxxx of mine the best thing that came out of our marriage is our daugther Larien.

More rain is forecast for the Summer is hopefully not so hot as I don't like Hot weather.

Still working on what I'm do to with my life maybe be a teacher and/or marriage clergy??????