Well it seems as though i may have a good chance of recovering from depression and anxiety! Last night gareth went out with his brother and some friends and slept over their house. So me and bubba were by ourselves. After bubs was put to bed i felt really anxious cos the house was extremely quiet, so i did a circle and the 3rd visualisation. I felt so much better afterwards, i even got some nightmareless sleep! I consecrated my newly made wand and some protection and altar oil i made. It was so good. I even felt good enough to go outside by myself (well with matthew) and see a psychologist for the first time (i was scared of them). I am so proud of myself :)

Very beautiful day today, birds are happy and no bugs :P Even matty is in a good mood :D

Blessings

Talys