Sorry to make this about boys, but they are so frustraiting to get them to understand. I guess thats half my fault for falling for him. How do u stop though, i guess u don't u learn to live with it and move on. I am in love with him, if only i could say that to him, would it make it easier or worse, would i be pushing him away. Geez i have it bad, im so lost, about everything, i dont know where im going, everything hurts, i just want it to stop for a while.