I woke up this morning at 4am, i had a good enough sleep i guess, i wasn't in much pain, but i did feel really drouwsy, i guess it was the pain meds i'm on. I want a natural pain relief method, but i dont know anything that would help alot of gall stones.

I went outside about 5:30 this morning, took matty out the front to show him the world in the early hours of the day. He looks around alot, he loves bright lights and lots of attention :) he is so cute and cuddly though, he loves cuddles and kisses :)

When i went outside i was walking on the grass and i tried to feel the energy of the earth, i felt something, but it was kinda small, like the earth was sleeping, resting, the earth is always working, but does it rest? I dont know, i guess it's up to humans to help it heal when or if it cannot rest.

doing alot of research and study today, im thinking alot of the visualisations and more meditation will help me heal, perhaps even get rid of the gall stones. I am not sure, but i will talk with the gods for help today.