Today was a little stressful, for the last couple of days i have been looking after matthew all the time so that gareth could have a few days break. It's been really hard, but i have gotten here and now gareth has gone to his dad's with matthew to give me a break! And i am absolutely loving it! I am sitting on the computer with chinese food, coke, icecream and watching tellie and it's really helping me to de-stres, but the most important thing that i get to do tonight is a meditation and a full moon ritual! I even cooked some anzac cookies and chockie cupcakes. So i'm feeling rather nice at the moment. I must go and relax some more! :)