Spiritually I'm in a good place having made the break from the Mormon church after 25 years. The expected hassle from 'them' never materialized I'm glad to say, probably because I wasn't popular by any stretch of the imagination and didn't fit the mould of 'Molly Mormon' so they were glad to let me go.  Nobody bothered to find out why I stopped going to church, I could have been lying dead on the floor in my house for all they cared. They'd have a fit if they could see me now and would probably consider me possessed by the devil and on the road to hell and damnation. In all honesty, I never would have thought that I would leave the church, but a lot happened before that, a preparation period if you like, that made it possible, and so I had a very smooth transition from Christianity to Paganism with no regrets. Anyway, the blinkers are off and I walk my own spiritual path now, no more established religion for me, no more being dictated to, no more disapproving looks or remarks because I don't fall into line, no more guilt trips. Now I see myself as a Pagan, and moving towards becoming a solitary witch and a healer...