What a powerful night!! i havent felt a powerful beltane like that for a while :) it was very uplifting and it has given me a new lift.

i started my ritual early in the day, pottering in the garden with my new vegi patch, and did my windcharm ritual and the amount of gusty wind that start to blow jsut as i started was amasing! it went from dead still to blow a gail! felt very powerful! i went to all the rooms of my house and i said a pray especially concentrating in my childerns rooms :) i was feeling very blessed, happy, uplifted, couragous truely amased...

later that day i went to a fellows Oak and mistletoes house and we had a small but very nice ritual :)  and had a good time :) was glad to meet new ppl :)

and even later still! around midnight (just b4!) i went and i planted more seedlings. thinking about who i would like to give them too and what i want them to bring for that person.

after i went to bed something else also happened...

I can not say if i was awake, or a sleep, or dreaming or not... i am unsure. but i do know something happened, i had a vister, i heard heavy footsteps, and then a shadow appeared next to my bed, on my side very close to me, i could see very faintly a pattern of flowers, or a bunch of flowers, i am again unsure, i felt uneasy all of sudden and panic the figure was gone and nothign else happened.

ive had visters before but none have visited me at my bed, generally i see ghosts/visiters/engeries in the evening time while im relaxing and alone .. this is a first night time bed visit for me LOL sounds so odd doesnt it...

im interested to see what else will happen :)